I started doing heroin when I was nineteen. I just got out of the methadone program six months ago. I don't want to have anything to do with that anymore. It's redundant and ridiculous. You spend eighteen hours of the day making money, copping, more money, copping, blah, blah. Now I'm back to being a drunk. Which I don't wanna do that anymore either. I get all crazy drinking.
I went to college for a semester and the second semester halfway through I got into heroin and totally fucked it up so maybe I'll go back to school, maybe I won't. I'll see where the road takes me. I haven't hopped a train yet.
Rachel
