Drugs. Not giving a shit. Coming and going. Wherever I laid my head was home. And didn't really have any real friends.
Right now he's in the hospital. I'm going to get him actually. He's in the hospital because I was addicted to Klonopin and I had to go to detox to get off of it. While I was in detox, he had to be detoxed. Which is very sad. But thank god he's healthy and beautiful.
I'm clean. Totally. Went to detox and made a decision and stuck with it. If not I lose the baby. Lose the baby and I lose myself. I'll get it together. I know I will. I'm a strong person. I've been out here a long time. I've fallen and gotten back up. Fallen and gotten back up. I was sticking anything in my arms. Now I'm totally clean. Never thought I'd see that day. Never thought I'd see my age.